Dark Secrets (The Beginning)2012-08-19 at 03:21 pm Blog RSS
I write, but I must be careful of what is revealed. This may not be the right place… the right time… it could be a fatal mistake to bare my soul to all the unseen eyes that peer into the world that this portal only hints to. Up till now I had not even acknowledged the possibility of my existence. It had only been a passing thought, a whisper beneath ones breath. Until now I had only been a shadow caught within the moonlight of a cold November night.
But here I am, still hiding of course. Hiding behind an alias… behind a mask that conceals my identity, but I am no fool. I know that there is nothing on this portal into what is known as the internet that is totally or completely anonymous. Ones anonymity cannot be protected with the curiosity of so many unknown prying eyes. So I will tread lightly, I will watch, I will listen, and I will only reveal what safe to do so.
This begins a new chapter in my life and I find it strange, but at the same time, exhilarating. Now I will show what only a few will be able to see and I will speak to what only a few will be able to hear. Others will and can only imagine the picture I will paint. To them the image will only be an abstract drawing, but to a few… a very few, it will represent realism with each brushed stroke.
Secrets will be revealed… they always are. That is because most secrets were never truly meant to go forever unknown. They just needed for the right time to catch up to the right moment. There is no malice in these secrets, just protected emotions, emotions to difficult to handle at a certain juncture in one’s life.
Then there still is the question of what cannot be revealed. That is the difficult part. What to say… what to show… some things were never meant to be shared and not everything needs to be exposed, nor should it. Those images and demons lie in a darker place, but I do not fear them, they are mine. The fact that they remain well hidden and protected from you gives me comfort. Sure, I might allude to them in passing, but you will never see a clear picture. Your imagination might even run wild with conjured up ideas and beliefs, but the reality will always be mine and mine alone.
After all, these are my secrets… my darkest secrets… and within this time, at this moment, I don’t wish to share. But, all that can change within the next tick of passing time…
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